Degradation of an Awkward Courtship
Dear Joe,
I'm really looking forward to seeing you and meeting you. I don't even know what your eyes look like. I'm also looking forward to kissing you, smelling you, tasting you and feeling you.
We used to imagine this moment with you opening the door but Monday it will be me opening the door. Should I be in something sexy (ish? I don't own anything terribly sexy) or should I be naked, or should I just be me in my street clothes saying hi. Maybe I'll take a shower in the room before you come. Would it be fun for you to walk in while I'm in the shower or laying naked in bed waiting for you. Maybe I can figure out a way to keep the door from latching so all you need to do is push it open. You can let me know how you want me and I'll do my best to provide it for you.
I will receive you as a gift from the universe and I truly believe you are the most perfect version of yourself at this moment in time. We all come with our history, stories and steps that lead up to this moment and I accept them all. I trust you to tell me what I need to do for you to feel as good as possible and I hope you will let me tell you what I need and like.
I can tell you now, I want you to suck on and play with my nipples. I love that. You can suck on and play with my nipples forever and I love kissing. I like soft kisses and kisses that build with pressure. I like lips and tongues. I like kisses on my mouth and around my ears and my neck. I like to give little tiny kisses and great big kisses. I love kisses while my nipples are being pulled, twisted, stretched and pinched. I like kisses when fingers explore my pussy. I like kisses all over my body. I like kissing before you fuck me, while you fuck me and after you fuck me. Just like Sam (Green Eggs and Ham), I like them in a box and I like them with a fox... I like them here and there, I like them everywhere.
I also love to touch and taste. Your body is going to be completely explored, slowly and languidly. I will get to know your hands and the moles on your back. I will know the feel of your butt cheeks and will discover what your balls feel like after you fuck me. I will know the taste and smell of the inside of your thighs. I will discover the feel of your hair as I run my fingers through them. I will taste the inside of your ear. I might even kiss your nose.
And I will get to know your cock, up close and personal. I can't wait to be lying between your legs. I imagine you now leaning up against the head board with your legs spread open. I'll have my hair up in a tail so that it doesn't get in the way of my sucking on your cock. I will start by slowly tasting you. Maybe just running my tongue over the head of your cock and just a little down the sides. My hand will be cupping your balls at the same time. And then my tongue is going to make its way down your shaft and I'm going to taste the skin at the base of your penis and I'm going to let my tongue make its way to your scrotum and I'm going to suck some of your skin into my mouth and then my hand is going to press up against your body where your scrotum and anus meet and you are going to love it.
While that's happening I'll start to take you in my mouth. Slowly guiding your way in and licking on you on the way out and baby I can do this all day long because I cannot wait to suck on your cock. And you can come whenever you want to because I want to taste your cum in my mouth and I want to feel your cock in my mouth as your dick returns to normal and I want to hold you still while you are all tingly and sensitive. I want to love on your cock as much as you will let me.
And I want to use the massager on your back and I want you to feel the nice oil as well. I want you melting and spreadable as we cuddle in our first post fuck embrace. I want to rub my hands all over your chest and I want to tweak your nipples and taste them to. I want my hands to glide over your legs and up your sides. I want to hear your stories while I cup your cock and kiss into your armpit. I want my legs to wrap around yours and I want to feel your hands glide over my ass and down my thigh or up my back. I want my nipples to be tingly from your attention. And when we've done that and you decide you want more I want to give it to you.
And I seriously could go on and on and I wish it were happening right now and it's all I can do to keep my juicy pussy goodness from spilling out all over the place.
I thought about you the other day. I was lying in bed and I was so full of wanting you. I spread my legs wide open and I took a finger and ran it all over my labia. I dipped it into my vagina and I was so wet. I spread the wetness around and I beat on my clit and I had the most pleasant orgasm. And as good as that felt I know Monday is going to be even better.
I know this because after you make me cum, over and over again, you are going to make me get on my tummy so my head is on the bed and my ass is up in the air and you are going to work me up with lube and you are going to fill and fuck my ass and I will be so comfortable, so relaxed, and so spent that you enter easily and help me get used to the sensation before you speed it up and fuck me hard. I can't wait. I can't wait to feel your balls slapping against me as your penis enters and retreats. I want to feel it in both places; in my pussy and in my ass. You'll do that for me, right? -Lori
Aug 5, 2020
Dear Joe,
I want to devour you. Maybe being happy helps me feel more sexually available and open (aka horny as hell). I honestly thought you were being a little optimistic when we were chatting up until meeting. I know there is a lot more to know; both ways. But I must say I am delighted. You were so cute when we met in the parking lot and then I went and got a little nervous. It would have been easier on me if you were not so good looking. You are crazy for not recognizing yourself as handsome and desirable.
Let's get back to horny. Oh my, I wish I knew more about what you liked. I think you liked it when I gave you head. It's funny, back before I was married and even while I was married, I never really liked it much. It was always just kind of an easy way of not having intercourse with someone. It was a chore or a task that needed to be performed but my last lover (friend of 8 years/fwb for 4 years/now not much of anything) was really into it.
He was older by 14 years or so, was on medication that interfered with his ability to stay hard and he had kind of a dainty penis so being sexual with him meant a lot of mutual gratification. I would suck on him and he would finger me simultaneously. I think during our time together, I ended up trained to associate sexual pleasure with giving head and now I love it. He was also the person that encouraged me to lick his balls. I never knew that would be of interest to anyone ever. Strange the little things you pick up.
I would love to feel you cum inside my mouth. I'm totally into and don't find it icky or gross or wrong at all. To me it seems really natural and I love it. I love semen. It's sexy. I know you talk about leaking but I really didn't notice it. If I had I would have loved to lick it off your head. Or use my fingers to rub it around. Pre-cum is just as sexy as cum and just as delicious.
Another thing I learned about recently is men's prostate. Supposedly, men are able to cum (without sperm) just by having their prostate stimulated. In the article I read, the author said it's supposed to be amazing (and called milking which sounds totally weird). I have no idea but that's where I learned that there are two ways to stimulate the prostate. The one I'm more comfortable with is less invasive but I'm open to both if you ever want to experiment. You have a really fresh and clean scent and I totally dig your cock (and your balls and your hair). I hope I'm not embarrassing you. I think I'm trying to express myself and get you a little turned on. I hope it's working.
I've also been told that there are basically three areas on a cock that might be more exciting for some than others. The area around the head, the shaft and at the base. If you wanted me to focus more on one area more than another, I am happy to oblige. I honestly believe there is an amazing energy force that gets tapped into when two people connect very well sexually. It's happened a couple of times to me. It feels like the most amazing natural high. Some people say it's an energy force, some people say its love, some people say its oxytocin and endorphins. I don't know what it is I just know that I like it and want it. So anything I can do to help you get there too, let me know. I'm really open and I really like pleasing.
You really (am I overusing really? I really think I might be) made me feel like a pillow princess -- and it was nice. Anytime you want me to just lay back and enjoy your ministrations, just let me know. And we have to try the other vibrator. My friend is inquiring and I keep telling him I'm waiting to try it with a partner. I want to try it with you. And I want to use the big vibrator on your back and I want to spend time making you feel nice and cozy too. I'm starting to ramble and it's already 6. I'm going to sign off now. I hope tomorrow is a good day for you. I'll be looking forward to your morning greeting if you have time and the inclination to send one. Later sweetie. --lori
February 5, 2021
Dear Joe,
I wrote this in honor of our time together Friday. -lori
> I want you to loosen my inner slut and let me unleash her on you. I never imagined being completely naked in the back of the minivan in a Carl's Jr parking lot off of 880 during a Friday afternoon commute. Do I regret the nakedness, orgasms, and the taste of my pussy juice on your cock? Not at all. I think the inner me is well on her way.
February 7, 2021
Dear Joe,
Boo. Hoo. Really? I know that whatever it is, it's about you. But still, it hurts. -lori
February 19, 2021
Dear Joe,
I'm accepting that the world doesn't love sluts and I think you don't either. I hate the fact that sluts don't get love and cuddles. It makes me sad. Now I have to rethink everything. -lori
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